02-07-2023
First ever time drinking session with someone whom I can really trust so much. Saying all my deep inside hurts, thoughts and everything out to you. You are really the only one I trust so much and so easily.
Feeling so good till I cried infront of you. Not because of being drunk from drinking.
Always telling myself and giving myself a rules not to cry after a minute.
First drinking session glad that I'm not that drunk as I still know where I'm going to where walking to.
Can't be drunk when going home have to force myself to make myself stay awake if not get blame and scold by them.
Every little thing I did to them is always wrong.
But to you it's just so different.
Maybe because our past is really almost the same. That's why you can relate how I feel.
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